The Work World and Trying to find yourself

Good Afternoon-Evening,


ok...i just started working in retail again recently. due to a situation with a coworker from my previous job, that and the drive to work was annoying me. anywho, i'm at the point in my life where i'm just trying to get paid and i could give a damn about what people at work think of me or perceive me as. life: living in full effect. you have moments in your life whether it may effect you emotionally, physically, or mentally but no matter what you go through, you got to keep pushing. i can honestly say that i had a great childhood, sometimes i was a bit confused because i didn't understand the world and why everybody is so damn jumpy. i gotta admit in high school, i had phobias, i'm not gonna go into detail about what they are it's because of what i was taught and what i've experienced. i also had a very bad temper which is part of human nature. i'm trying to remain focused and chill especially in the work place, my coworkers can think whatever about me but they ain't live my life. i love my life right now and i'm comfortable where i'm at, i'm gonna keep pushing with my music no matter what happens.

peace and lata dayz,

-inspirmentalist

I'M BACK LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, i'm back mentally, physically and spiritually

Good Morning-Afternoon,


just an update...secluded sounds vol. 3 will be coming out next month.

i performed my single from 2007 goodnight 2 nights ago and ripped it at 1 rittenhouse in philly.

got an interview and mad props from artist and the people that hosted it.

gonna perform again next week, gonna do this song called mentals theme made the beat back in 07.

basically i've been just enjoying life, i have my old room back from my child-teen years except the bed is bigger lol and it's comfortable. no more sleeping in my parents basement, i'm back at my grandmother's aka my 2nd mother.

and i'm not too far away from my mommy ^_^ i know i know i'm 23 yrs old and i'm a momma's and grandmomma's boy but i freaking love it.

because.

1. i'm young
2. i got no kids
3. i got no serious responsibilities
4. i make music
5. i love being back home even though living on my own was ok.

shoutouts to all the bloggers i'm subscribed to...shoutouts to all my people who stop by to read my blog.


peace and lata dayz,

-mental ^_^

I'm so fucking emotional man....

know i gotta quit isolating myself but if you walked in my shoes, experienced my health...you feel like your a burden on your family.feel like throughout your life there was calamities.there were more good times that i try to remember then the bad.....freeze.

....yea i grew up with both my mom and my dad that shared different views on things...i guess that's just the way chemistry flows, but when your the son of a C.O. and a teacher assistant.i guess you gotta live your life with persistance but sometimes you wanna erase yourself from existence....

disregard that post about life and the world...

Good Morning-Afternoon,



i'm going through a lot of things spiritually....i don't know what it is. i didn't start feeling this way until i turned 23 and joined the sound ministry at my church. i know it sounds strange...

maybe it's my emotions...maybe it's the people in my life...maybe it's my experiences.


i know that god will get me through this...just gotta get praying.


Peace and Lata Dayz Folks,

-Mental

Animated Heroes and young males

Good After-Afternoon,

i'm a nerd...i'll admit to that shit. Goku is my homie...i know it sounds kinda childish but my father didn't raise me. i was raised by my mother and grandmother. All i had to turn to when i was a kid was videogames, toys, and cartoons. my favorite anime of all time? Dragonball Z.

throughout my child-hood i looked up to goku...i had other favorite characters from the series too but Goku is the man. the thing about him is he came from another planet to earth. originally he was programmed to destroy the earth but after a bump to the head, he was a good person.

i guess in a sense what i'm trying to say is...i'm getting in touch with my spirit and in a way i relate to goku and his way.

-mental

p.s. i am in no way copying charles hamilton and his super-sonic philosophy.

I know, I know it's been a while

Good After-Afternoon,


Mental here... back on the blog tip.

first and foremost...new project out....Secluded Sounds Vol. 2

http://www.zshare.net/download/645594408abcc218/

Do yourself a favor and support a broke producer by downloading your free copy for your listening pleasure of SS vol. 2 Link right above.

Anyway, what's going on with me? hmm I'm working 5 days a week...afternoon to evening shift...gotta drive about 70 miles a day...round trip...i'm gonna try to make that change soon as possible cuz ole regina can't take the 360 miles a week (regina is my car).

more interesting things going on...just got a shit load of free vinyl. really no soul records most rock because i picked them up from some white guy who is possibly a racist but he didn't charge me for them so he was cool.

i'm living...just turned 23yrs old last august on the 15th so i'm feeling pretty good and i just started back to my martial arts training yesterday...gotta re-learn everything all over...starting from the beginning (white belt). my sifu (my teacher) really really really needed me to come back to train because he's a single parent now (R.I.P. to Barbara Hicks) and he's got kids he must take care of.

so basically to finish up the 09 strong, i'm gonna get back into my martial arts shape, drop a couple more free Beat Projects and try to get this J.O.B. Mixtape Done...i got 3 months left so.

wish me luck and i'll definitely be back on the blog tip more.


Peace & Lata Dayz,

-Mental

Family....I'm Home

Good Evening-Nighty Night,



I know it's been a while peoples....just been through a lot these past few weeks.

one thing? got laid off....lol so the recession mixtape is coming soon.

for now, i'm staying with my dad and stepmom. helping take care of my little crib midgets (baby brother and baby sister)

really don't have any space to set up my equipment so i won't be making any new beats for a while so my listeners you guys will just have to wait. please be patient, once i get into a new spot mixtape will be dropping and i will be dropping another beat tape as well.

i was really stressing about moving back home but i'm actually getting use to it now...going to miss a lot of things


no more bars, no more college parties, no more corner store to walk to, no more late night rides to the arcade i use to go to....it sucks man but i guess i gotta do what i gotta do. *Sad face*

but i think this is just god giving me an opportunity to work on production a lot more and to meet people from surrounding areas. i am near philly btw so that's a good thing. hopefully i can take some audio engineering courses so i can intern at a studio.

other then that, i gotta find a day job soon so.....yea...need to help with groceries and utilities.


ill keep ya'll posted

peace and later days

-mental