2 Project Goals: The Nimbus Cloud Mixtape/ Secluded Sounds & Scrolls

Good Morning-Afternoon,


I know i ain't drop a post in a minute but, to all my peoples/fans/supporters. i'm alive....
i've been through some struggles in 09. laid off, having to move back to my hometown where careers range from being in retail, the mall, or a fast-food joint. i realize that for 2010 i got to be a better person. i've made quite a few mistakes in my life and i realize i've learned a lot from them. i've said a lot of hurtful things to people, isolated myself, & pushed folks away. i'm dropping 2 projects this year....that's one of my main goals. whatever goals i decided to create they'll just have to come to me.


peace & later days,

-mental

Jobless....

Good Morning-Afternoon folks,


yea so i decided to quit my recent job because i can't focus at work. i decided i want to head back to school next spring and retake some courses i got d's in when i was attending devry.

yea yea, i got a degree already but one things for sure i want to get my certification in audio and in windows. so i gotta make that move and get my grades up.

it was probably not the best move to go work in retail after my 5 weeks of group therapy. but i got a little check coming in for x-mas shopping.

secluded sounds vol. 3 will be coming out on new years day, i promise to whoever maybe reading this right now. after this project an album will be dropping sometime in 2010.

2010 will be the year of great things, good beats, and glorious adventures.

the year of the Inspirmentalist


peace and lata dayz

-mental

The Work World and Trying to find yourself

Good Afternoon-Evening,


ok...i just started working in retail again recently. due to a situation with a coworker from my previous job, that and the drive to work was annoying me. anywho, i'm at the point in my life where i'm just trying to get paid and i could give a damn about what people at work think of me or perceive me as. life: living in full effect. you have moments in your life whether it may effect you emotionally, physically, or mentally but no matter what you go through, you got to keep pushing. i can honestly say that i had a great childhood, sometimes i was a bit confused because i didn't understand the world and why everybody is so damn jumpy. i gotta admit in high school, i had phobias, i'm not gonna go into detail about what they are it's because of what i was taught and what i've experienced. i also had a very bad temper which is part of human nature. i'm trying to remain focused and chill especially in the work place, my coworkers can think whatever about me but they ain't live my life. i love my life right now and i'm comfortable where i'm at, i'm gonna keep pushing with my music no matter what happens.

peace and lata dayz,

-inspirmentalist

I'M BACK LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, i'm back mentally, physically and spiritually

Good Morning-Afternoon,


just an update...secluded sounds vol. 3 will be coming out next month.

i performed my single from 2007 goodnight 2 nights ago and ripped it at 1 rittenhouse in philly.

got an interview and mad props from artist and the people that hosted it.

gonna perform again next week, gonna do this song called mentals theme made the beat back in 07.

basically i've been just enjoying life, i have my old room back from my child-teen years except the bed is bigger lol and it's comfortable. no more sleeping in my parents basement, i'm back at my grandmother's aka my 2nd mother.

and i'm not too far away from my mommy ^_^ i know i know i'm 23 yrs old and i'm a momma's and grandmomma's boy but i freaking love it.

because.

1. i'm young
2. i got no kids
3. i got no serious responsibilities
4. i make music
5. i love being back home even though living on my own was ok.

shoutouts to all the bloggers i'm subscribed to...shoutouts to all my people who stop by to read my blog.


peace and lata dayz,

-mental ^_^

I'm so fucking emotional man....

know i gotta quit isolating myself but if you walked in my shoes, experienced my health...you feel like your a burden on your family.feel like throughout your life there was calamities.there were more good times that i try to remember then the bad.....freeze.

....yea i grew up with both my mom and my dad that shared different views on things...i guess that's just the way chemistry flows, but when your the son of a C.O. and a teacher assistant.i guess you gotta live your life with persistance but sometimes you wanna erase yourself from existence....

disregard that post about life and the world...

Good Morning-Afternoon,



i'm going through a lot of things spiritually....i don't know what it is. i didn't start feeling this way until i turned 23 and joined the sound ministry at my church. i know it sounds strange...

maybe it's my emotions...maybe it's the people in my life...maybe it's my experiences.


i know that god will get me through this...just gotta get praying.


Peace and Lata Dayz Folks,

-Mental

Animated Heroes and young males

Good After-Afternoon,

i'm a nerd...i'll admit to that shit. Goku is my homie...i know it sounds kinda childish but my father didn't raise me. i was raised by my mother and grandmother. All i had to turn to when i was a kid was videogames, toys, and cartoons. my favorite anime of all time? Dragonball Z.

throughout my child-hood i looked up to goku...i had other favorite characters from the series too but Goku is the man. the thing about him is he came from another planet to earth. originally he was programmed to destroy the earth but after a bump to the head, he was a good person.

i guess in a sense what i'm trying to say is...i'm getting in touch with my spirit and in a way i relate to goku and his way.

-mental

p.s. i am in no way copying charles hamilton and his super-sonic philosophy.