know i gotta quit isolating myself but if you walked in my shoes, experienced my health...you feel like your a burden on your family.feel like throughout your life there was calamities.there were more good times that i try to remember then the bad.....freeze.
....yea i grew up with both my mom and my dad that shared different views on things...i guess that's just the way chemistry flows, but when your the son of a C.O. and a teacher assistant.i guess you gotta live your life with persistance but sometimes you wanna erase yourself from existence....
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
disregard that post about life and the world...
Good Morning-Afternoon,
i'm going through a lot of things spiritually....i don't know what it is. i didn't start feeling this way until i turned 23 and joined the sound ministry at my church. i know it sounds strange...
maybe it's my emotions...maybe it's the people in my life...maybe it's my experiences.
i know that god will get me through this...just gotta get praying.
Peace and Lata Dayz Folks,
-Mental
i'm going through a lot of things spiritually....i don't know what it is. i didn't start feeling this way until i turned 23 and joined the sound ministry at my church. i know it sounds strange...
maybe it's my emotions...maybe it's the people in my life...maybe it's my experiences.
i know that god will get me through this...just gotta get praying.
Peace and Lata Dayz Folks,
-Mental
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Animated Heroes and young males
Good After-Afternoon,
i'm a nerd...i'll admit to that shit. Goku is my homie...i know it sounds kinda childish but my father didn't raise me. i was raised by my mother and grandmother. All i had to turn to when i was a kid was videogames, toys, and cartoons. my favorite anime of all time? Dragonball Z.
throughout my child-hood i looked up to goku...i had other favorite characters from the series too but Goku is the man. the thing about him is he came from another planet to earth. originally he was programmed to destroy the earth but after a bump to the head, he was a good person.
i guess in a sense what i'm trying to say is...i'm getting in touch with my spirit and in a way i relate to goku and his way.
-mental
p.s. i am in no way copying charles hamilton and his super-sonic philosophy.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
I know, I know it's been a while
Good After-Afternoon,
Mental here... back on the blog tip.
first and foremost...new project out....Secluded Sounds Vol. 2
http://www.zshare.net/download/645594408abcc218/
Do yourself a favor and support a broke producer by downloading your free copy for your listening pleasure of SS vol. 2 Link right above.
Anyway, what's going on with me? hmm I'm working 5 days a week...afternoon to evening shift...gotta drive about 70 miles a day...round trip...i'm gonna try to make that change soon as possible cuz ole regina can't take the 360 miles a week (regina is my car).
more interesting things going on...just got a shit load of free vinyl. really no soul records most rock because i picked them up from some white guy who is possibly a racist but he didn't charge me for them so he was cool.
i'm living...just turned 23yrs old last august on the 15th so i'm feeling pretty good and i just started back to my martial arts training yesterday...gotta re-learn everything all over...starting from the beginning (white belt). my sifu (my teacher) really really really needed me to come back to train because he's a single parent now (R.I.P. to Barbara Hicks) and he's got kids he must take care of.
so basically to finish up the 09 strong, i'm gonna get back into my martial arts shape, drop a couple more free Beat Projects and try to get this J.O.B. Mixtape Done...i got 3 months left so.
wish me luck and i'll definitely be back on the blog tip more.
Peace & Lata Dayz,
-Mental
Mental here... back on the blog tip.
first and foremost...new project out....Secluded Sounds Vol. 2
http://www.zshare.net/download/645594408abcc218/
Do yourself a favor and support a broke producer by downloading your free copy for your listening pleasure of SS vol. 2 Link right above.
Anyway, what's going on with me? hmm I'm working 5 days a week...afternoon to evening shift...gotta drive about 70 miles a day...round trip...i'm gonna try to make that change soon as possible cuz ole regina can't take the 360 miles a week (regina is my car).
more interesting things going on...just got a shit load of free vinyl. really no soul records most rock because i picked them up from some white guy who is possibly a racist but he didn't charge me for them so he was cool.
i'm living...just turned 23yrs old last august on the 15th so i'm feeling pretty good and i just started back to my martial arts training yesterday...gotta re-learn everything all over...starting from the beginning (white belt). my sifu (my teacher) really really really needed me to come back to train because he's a single parent now (R.I.P. to Barbara Hicks) and he's got kids he must take care of.
so basically to finish up the 09 strong, i'm gonna get back into my martial arts shape, drop a couple more free Beat Projects and try to get this J.O.B. Mixtape Done...i got 3 months left so.
wish me luck and i'll definitely be back on the blog tip more.
Peace & Lata Dayz,
-Mental
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Family....I'm Home
Good Evening-Nighty Night,
I know it's been a while peoples....just been through a lot these past few weeks.
one thing? got laid off....lol so the recession mixtape is coming soon.
for now, i'm staying with my dad and stepmom. helping take care of my little crib midgets (baby brother and baby sister)
really don't have any space to set up my equipment so i won't be making any new beats for a while so my listeners you guys will just have to wait. please be patient, once i get into a new spot mixtape will be dropping and i will be dropping another beat tape as well.
i was really stressing about moving back home but i'm actually getting use to it now...going to miss a lot of things
no more bars, no more college parties, no more corner store to walk to, no more late night rides to the arcade i use to go to....it sucks man but i guess i gotta do what i gotta do. *Sad face*
but i think this is just god giving me an opportunity to work on production a lot more and to meet people from surrounding areas. i am near philly btw so that's a good thing. hopefully i can take some audio engineering courses so i can intern at a studio.
other then that, i gotta find a day job soon so.....yea...need to help with groceries and utilities.
ill keep ya'll posted
peace and later days
-mental
I know it's been a while peoples....just been through a lot these past few weeks.
one thing? got laid off....lol so the recession mixtape is coming soon.
for now, i'm staying with my dad and stepmom. helping take care of my little crib midgets (baby brother and baby sister)
really don't have any space to set up my equipment so i won't be making any new beats for a while so my listeners you guys will just have to wait. please be patient, once i get into a new spot mixtape will be dropping and i will be dropping another beat tape as well.
i was really stressing about moving back home but i'm actually getting use to it now...going to miss a lot of things
no more bars, no more college parties, no more corner store to walk to, no more late night rides to the arcade i use to go to....it sucks man but i guess i gotta do what i gotta do. *Sad face*
but i think this is just god giving me an opportunity to work on production a lot more and to meet people from surrounding areas. i am near philly btw so that's a good thing. hopefully i can take some audio engineering courses so i can intern at a studio.
other then that, i gotta find a day job soon so.....yea...need to help with groceries and utilities.
ill keep ya'll posted
peace and later days
-mental
Monday, May 4, 2009
I wanna go to space....drift away to a non-existance
Good Afternoon-Evening....
earth.....billions of people......me....1 human, 1 life to live, many dreams to follow.
Producer....Engineering....Photographer......mainly a producer.
i realize that life is short but honestly at this point in my life...i'm not in a hurry to get a placement....i mean i wanna get a placement sometime this year, even if it's something minor...but with how the industry is now? i gotta consider going overseas...maybe it's what o'mas keith from sa-ra said....maybe it's because i'm sick of radio and the cats that be telling me to check out they music on their page......the wackness.....
sometimes i feel like lauching myself into space.....away from life's problems...away from the bullshit...just me, an mpc, a turntable, some records, a mixer, and a laptop.
get away.....go away....so far away from....life.....no longer remaining b.davis or inspirmentalist or mental or B......
Z.E.K.E. = Zero Existance Kaotic Emptyness....my name is ZEKE
Truly Though
-mental
earth.....billions of people......me....1 human, 1 life to live, many dreams to follow.
Producer....Engineering....Photographer......mainly a producer.
i realize that life is short but honestly at this point in my life...i'm not in a hurry to get a placement....i mean i wanna get a placement sometime this year, even if it's something minor...but with how the industry is now? i gotta consider going overseas...maybe it's what o'mas keith from sa-ra said....maybe it's because i'm sick of radio and the cats that be telling me to check out they music on their page......the wackness.....
sometimes i feel like lauching myself into space.....away from life's problems...away from the bullshit...just me, an mpc, a turntable, some records, a mixer, and a laptop.
get away.....go away....so far away from....life.....no longer remaining b.davis or inspirmentalist or mental or B......
Z.E.K.E. = Zero Existance Kaotic Emptyness....my name is ZEKE
Truly Though
-mental
Monday, April 6, 2009
It's been a long time, i shouldn't had left you.
Good Evening, Good Night.
What have i been up to?....trying to escape the nine to five realm. and hoping and praying that my beats got to some industry heads. i know i know, i gotta put in work and quit slacking. i've just trying to survive...pay these loans, and try not to lose my head at work. i realize i need a second job in order to catch up on them so i applied to this little theater near my other job. hopefully i can work there a few days a week, get some extra doe.
looking to definitely get some new equipment. moving out of my room soon, probably to another double.
i know things don't come without hardwork, and a closed mouth never gets fed...but somebody out there gotta give me a chance working as an engineer...and i feel that i need to network with that right artist.
i just gotta keep reaching for the stars...and praying that somebody will appreciate my work...i wish i can be in the homie dame beats shoes right now.
peace and lata dayz folks
-mental
What have i been up to?....trying to escape the nine to five realm. and hoping and praying that my beats got to some industry heads. i know i know, i gotta put in work and quit slacking. i've just trying to survive...pay these loans, and try not to lose my head at work. i realize i need a second job in order to catch up on them so i applied to this little theater near my other job. hopefully i can work there a few days a week, get some extra doe.
looking to definitely get some new equipment. moving out of my room soon, probably to another double.
i know things don't come without hardwork, and a closed mouth never gets fed...but somebody out there gotta give me a chance working as an engineer...and i feel that i need to network with that right artist.
i just gotta keep reaching for the stars...and praying that somebody will appreciate my work...i wish i can be in the homie dame beats shoes right now.
peace and lata dayz folks
-mental
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